Sterling said. “No questions, Your Honor,” I repeated. My father sneered at me as he stepped down. He thought I was freezing up. He thought I was cowed by his presence, by his suit, by his loud voice. He didn’t know I was just letting them enter their lies into the official court record. In a deposition, lies are problematic. In a trial, lies are a crime. Sterling called a “medical expert”—a doctor who had never met Nana Rose but had reviewed her files “for a fee.” He claimed that based on her age, she must have been susceptible to influence. “The defendant likely used emotional manipulation techniques,” the doctor speculated. “No questions,” I said again…
The funeral of Nana Rose was less a mourning of a beloved matriarch and more a runway show for my mother’s vanity.
The rain fell in a steady, miserable drizzle over the cemetery, turning the earth into slick mud. I stood at the back of the small crowd, sheltered under a plain black umbrella, wearing a simple wool coat I’d bought off the rack years ago. I watched my mother, Linda, in the front row. She was draped in a black fur coat that cost more than my first car, dabbing at dry eyes with a lace handkerchief, checking peripherally to see if the local socialites were watching her performance.
Beside her stood my father, Robert. He looked impatient, checking his watch every few minutes, likely calculating how soon he could get to the reception and the open bar. To them, Nana Rose was an inconvenience in life and a payday in death. They hadn’t visited her in the nursing home for the last three years, citing “business trips” and “emotional distress.”
I missed her. The ache in my chest was a physical weight. I missed the Saturday afternoons we spent playing chess in the sunroom. I missed her sharp wit, her stories about the war, and the way she would squeeze my hand when my parents made a snide comment about my life choices.
“She’s in a better place,” my mother announced loudly as the casket was lowered, ensuring her voice carried to the back.
I stayed silent. I knew the better place was anywhere away from them.
Two days later, we gathered in the plush, mahogany-paneled office of Mr. Henderson, the estate attorney. The air smelled of old paper and greed.
