I smiled back because I didn't know what else to do.
Every instinct told me to lift that mattress the second I got another chance.
But every instinct also told me that if Ben noticed even the smallest change in me, I'd never learn the truth.
A few minutes later, Dr. Klein stepped into the room carrying a tablet.
I didn't know what else to do.
"How's our groom today?" he asked warmly.
"Married," Ben said with a grin.
"I heard. Congratulations to both of you."
He checked the monitor beside the bed, barely looking at it before turning back to Ben.
"Everything's still on schedule."
Ben gave the slightest nod.
"How's our groom today?"
"So tomorrow should work?"
"It should," the doctor replied.
Neither of them seemed to realize I was watching more closely than usual.
What was still on schedule?
Ben didn't have any treatments tomorrow.
The doctor smiled politely at me before leaving.
What was still on schedule?
But all I could think of were the nurse's words.
"He's lying to you. He and the doctor. They have a plan."
"You okay?" Ben asked. "You seem far away."
"Just tired." I forced a smile.
He squeezed my hand.
"Go home after visiting hours end. Get some sleep."
"You seem far away."
"I will."
A few minutes later, he shuffled toward the bathroom with his IV pole.
The moment the door clicked shut, I approached his bed.
I was going to find out what Ben was hiding from me.
My fingers trembled as I lifted the mattress higher.
